already the 2nd day of the 10th semester. 10th. if i finish this semester, there will only be 2 more left.
i don't know about students in other courses, but me and many of my friends... we don't feel like graduating. which means... we don't want to graduate. i myself think that life after graduating is just so tough and it will be a a lot, i mean A LOT harder than now. dealing with people and illness, dealing with life. not to mention other kind of stresses.
so right now, i'm in otorhinolaryngeal head and neck surgery department (not sure if it's right) or in simple language (which my prof say doesn't apply anymore) is ENT--> ear, nose and throat. in the 1st day, not very happy :(( just doesn't feel interested. truthfully speaking, even in pre-clinical year, and in surgery too i don't really like studying about head and neck because it is just tooooooooooo complicated.
but today, i think it's not so bad. and quite interesting actually. although by saying writing this i'm not saying that it has become any easier than before.. it is still a very tough subject... but thanks to the prof, i've come to like this a lil bit more than before.
since i don't want to make this post a totally useless post.... i want to share something. yeah. you should click at that something :)
it is totally not related to my rambles above, but i just want to remind myself, in developing the love to the prophet (as the sahabas' love for him) i must know him better. although i've heard of that story, although i've watched the video, i must hear them again, and watch them again. i must learn what the prophet pbuh likes and what he doesn't like. what he wants his ummah to do, and what he doesn't want us to do.
a short story.
one day, while waiting for the tram to come, i was wondering or maybe imagine about the akhlaq of rasulullah saw. and since i cannot imagine it (because he is like the kindest person anyone can meet), i asked my friend. who is the person that she had ever met that she think is the kindest? or in bahasa melayu: 'siapa org yg dia pernah jumpa yang die rasa paaaaaling baik?'
and she said several names. and yes, i agree with her that they are very good people and yes, they are very kind people and i also admire those people for their characters. and it just made me think, if even those kind people, although i'm not too close with them... but i still like them. how about the prophet pbuh? he is the mercy sent to us, he has the best of akhlaq, how can i not love him....
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