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bismillah

i'm not perfect. i know.

i have many faults.

that even I, myself cannot count.

yes, i know.

i hurt people.

and i hurt those who are so dear to me.

i even know that too.

i know when i hurt them.

but somehow, i just cannot stop.

I tried and I tried

but I failed every time?

forgive me.

please forgive me.

although i know i'm forgiven even if i do not ask for it.

O Allah,

help me.

help me be the best person I can become.

Help me so I dont hurt anyone.

help me.

and guide me.

I'm not strong.

I'm weak.

So lend me Your strength

and dont leave me.