1 year plus!

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

i year has passed since i started housemanship.
1 year plus  about 2 weeks actually.
i dont want to complaint about housemanship...
it's just a wonder...
i have gone through a year... :D

one year of so many things that had happened.
did i change?
i dont know...
maybe yes? maybe no?
but..
i've learned some things.
not musch.
some things only.

and the bad thing is..
selepas setahun lebih ini..
saya masih berharap...
that a miracle will happen.
although...
i think the chances are nearly nil?
that's why..
i need to go away..
that's what i plan to do..
but i dont know...
things rarely goes as i planned/hoped for..