we are responsible for our own happiness

i hope people dont read this post. esp those egypt-haters. but if u read it, n u hate me for this, i've nothing to say. this is just my personal opinion. (who read my blog anyway beside myself?)

i'm studying here, in egypt. n this year will be my final year. actually till next year, insyaAllah. throughout my 5 years here, i always heard things (and read it) like; 

i hate egypt.

i feel ashamed that i'm studying here.

i wish i didn't come to egypt.

how i wish egypt is like .....

well, things like that.

yeah, i acknowledge the fact that egypt has a lot of problems (huh, as if malaysia has none). people that really likes to make loud noises,  throw rubbish anywhere they feel like, always honking their cars, and the list goes on and on...

but, if a person always complainig this and that, i think the major problem here is in that person himself (or herself). because... the main thing here is how you cope or adapt yourself with that problem. yeah, they need more health education and awareness. but it's not their fault people never tell them about this and that. their government before never cared to make the people aware of their behaviours. 

i'm not saying that we cant complain. yeah, you can. but you just have to accept the reality that you study here. and your profs are egyptian, and so, why you exhaust yourself hating this place? i mean, YOU have to change your attitude. you have to be a more patient person, and be more tolerable. me, myself i'm still trying to be more patient everyday. and this country also made me realize that, i have too many things back home. so, be thankful. always. and you, haters of this country, it's not like there's no nice people here. there are. a lot. it's our problem if we don't find them. egyptians are nice people. seriously. go out there and search for them.

and one more thing, if u really hate what they're doing. then tell them off. if u've done nothing, well.... how can u always complain?

ok, this is near the end i guess. sometimes i feel tired of hearing people complaining. for small matters. if it's a large matter, or sometimes only, i can tolerate it. but suddenly i think maybe Allah send them to me so that i'll know that there are many kinds of people and i have to know how to deal with them and be patient with them. hmm... yup, maybe that's it. 

and... that's all. sorry if i offended anyone with my writing. doesnt mean to. take care. may Allah bless and... be happy! :)

Allahu a'lam.